Left alone

Being in a relationship is hard. Being a person is hard. Sometimes I wish I was a tree or even a rock. I go into this phase of just shutting everyone out because I can’t explain the way I feel and I don’t think anyone can understand. Sometimes I need a person for a shoulder to cry on but other times I know I can’t rely on anyone but myself. It sucks you have to keep your feelings inside so you don’t hurt others around you. 

Is being in a relationship worth a battle?